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Walking the Dog

2011-08-15T20:19:00.000-04:00

I've discovered that my posting here has really dwindled... For a number of reasons, but mostly FB has taken the place of this blog. I use the Book to post photos now and status updates take away the need to write much here. Still, I think I'll keep this around for times just like this when I have something cute to post (or interesting or that stands alone well...)

The twins love my sister's dog Breezy and they have a newly discovered passion for taking her for walks. It's a great way to keep them occupied! At least until Breezy gets tired :)

Nate lets Breezy go where she'd like and happily follows behind...

...but Julia yells until Breezy follows her where she wants to go.

Three Years

2011-07-10T15:00:00.003-04:00

Today Rebecca and Maria turn three.

Yesterday was a gorgeous lovely day and I walked the Charles with friends and family for our annual Memorial Walk. We spoke of 'shoes and ships and sealing wax'... But also of our girls and what the passing of time means and how we are doing. It was a wonderful way to mark the anniversary of their birth. I was touched by each and every person's participation, both those who were there physically and the others who let me know they were participating in spirit.

It’s amazing to me that I am not the only one who remembers. My girls were here so briefly and no one besides Eric and I ever really met them. It seems wondrous to me that others carry Rebecca and Maria in their hearts and hold on tight to the memories they have of them. I don’t think I realized that until Erica Magliaro shared with me how the 4th of July always makes her think of my girls because she spent that day with us and we walked and talked and watched the fireworks all together.

I have filed away all my special memories of my girls, guarding them against the passing of time. There were so few, each and every one is precious to me. It was so hard to face the knowledge that there would be no new memories created. It is the best gift to me that Erica added to my collection with her remembrance. It touches my heart as well as eases the burden. I am not alone. My girls are not gone… For what do we have really, in the end, but shared memories and love between us all?

Thank you for those who walked with us. Thank you for those who remember with us. Rebecca and Maria, you existed and you continue to be loved.

Thankful

2010-11-25T06:41:00.003-05:00

That I could open the trunk of Eric's Jeep and see this...

...And also that we traded in the Jeep for this shiny new BMW!

The eyes

2010-11-23T06:27:00.003-05:00

...Are the windows to the soul, right? Whatever they are, I love my babies' big blue eyes. I think they can speak volumes with just a look.

Thoughtful

Worried

Surprised

Happy

Mommy, please put down the camera now.
Julia may like it, but I'm tired of having my picture taken.

New lens

2010-11-21T19:25:00.000-05:00

My birthday present was a 100mm macro lens. I love it. Good thing I've got great subjects ;)

Swings

2010-11-12T21:45:00.000-05:00

I love this photo because it just seems too strange. Why are a duck and a cow swinging? The fact that it is Halloween makes it seem more reasonable... But just on the face of it, it seems rather bizarre.

PJ morning

2010-10-27T11:18:00.000-04:00

I love morning playtime, especially when it means staying in our pajamas!

Last ones from the boardwalk

2010-10-26T06:00:00.000-04:00

I promise! Here are just a couple of random images that I liked.

Eric refused to try and win me one of these incredibly adorable dolphins. He said something about having too many stuffed animals in the house already... So I had to settle for a picture instead.

The Brows buy lemonade

Marin and Lauren in front of the Wildwood sign.

A very happy Eric eats a deep fried Oreo

Movement

2010-10-25T11:04:00.000-04:00

A couple images where I tried to capture the movement of the rides. Although I found it was very challenging to take photos while a baby is strapped to your chest! Really limits your range of motion.

Matt & Matty on the teacups

Random boy in a bumper car

Bumper Cars

2010-10-24T10:00:00.003-04:00

The Matts enjoy the ride.

Eric & Julia cheer them on

More From the Fair

2010-10-23T11:02:00.000-04:00

A couple more images from the fair on the boardwalk.

Eric with his hands full

Stealing kisses

Ferris Wheel

2010-10-19T21:32:00.000-04:00

The only ride at the boardwalk that I felt I could safely ride with a baby strapped to my chest was the Ferris Wheel. It was pretty fun, although I may have been the only one in the family who enjoyed it!

The Ferris Wheel

Nate sleeps through the whole ride.

Julia starts off asleep too...

But wakes up at the top...

And becomes quite concerned!

Sand

2010-10-17T08:08:00.000-04:00

This Columbus weekend, we took a trip down to the Jersey Shore. It was an absolutely perfect weekend (minus a little traffic and a little screaming in the car). I'll try to get some of the better shots posted this week!

Here are Matty and Marin playing on the beach. Unfortunately, the twins are just a little too little for playing with sand ;)

Matty

Marin

Pajama Time

2010-09-05T19:02:00.000-04:00

I love footy pajamas. I still laugh when I think of my sister who wore them through middle school (and would wear them still if she could find them.) Tonight when we put one these matching striped pjs for the first time (thanks Angie!) they just looked too cute that I couldn't help but take their picture.

Sunglasses

2010-08-23T12:32:00.000-04:00

Need I say more?

Julia in Auntie Erica's sunglasses.

Sam in his mom's sunglasses.

Sun Hats

2010-08-15T10:40:00.000-04:00

These hats might be my favorite clothing purchase for the twins. And unlike the tutu (yes, I promise it will be in photos soon) they are actually quite useful! The first image is of us (plus Auntie Erica) at Martha's Vineyard (where we enjoyed a very pleasant day visiting some friends), followed by some closeups so you can really appreciate the cuteness!

Feet

2010-08-06T08:00:00.002-04:00

My First Jeans

2010-07-30T07:17:00.003-04:00

Well, not mine exactly... But theirs! So impractical... So adorable!

Spray Park

2010-07-29T13:26:00.003-04:00

We took a trip to the spray park at the end of our street with Fionn. I cannot wait for next summer when the twins are old enough to toddle around there!! I took way too many photos and couldn't figure out how to narrow it down any further than this...

Fionn riding on Kim as she runs through the park.

Kevin tries to balance the ball in the water.

Eric joins plays with the ball too.

And runs through the park!

I think Fionn enjoyed himself :)

Group Shot

2010-07-28T08:14:00.003-04:00

This was the only photo that I demanded everyone show up for this past visit. I just have such great memories of visiting Fionn back when he was newborn and this photo on their front steps was my favorite. I actually like this so much, I wonder if I can convince everyone to do this everytime we gather together? Kim, Sally... What do you think?

Please note that again Nate is bored, Julia is focused on the camera, and this time Fionn takes up considerably more of Kevin's lap! (Also, he has a death grip on the house phone which he was oddly attached to... It even joined us at Friendly's for lunch!)

Cloth Diapers

2010-07-27T10:57:00.004-04:00

I find that when I mention that we are using cloth diapers, I say it almost apologetically. I've been trying to figure out why that is. I think it is similar to being a vegetarian. I'm not political about it, I don't care what others do, but for me, it works. I just don't enjoy meat.

However, I do have to say that I love my diapers. I wasn't sure before I used them, but now I can honestly say that I LOVE these diapers. They feel so much nicer, look prettier, and most importantly seem to work better! I'm not out to change any one's mind, but rather this is the disclaimer to go with the very cute picture I took of their diapered butts ;)

Cute butts

(And the whole reason for this post)

Straight out of the laundry

Folded neatly and put away

(Which happens most of the time)

Random Shots from the Fourth

2010-07-26T12:06:00.002-04:00

Last ones from the holiday, I promise!

Geese enjoying the holiday too.

Christina & Julia reflected in the window, waiting patiently for the fireworks to begin.

Food on the Fourth

2010-07-25T13:15:00.000-04:00

Because everything is better with good food...

Eric holding a bag of Kettle Corn that is as big as Nate.

Fionn enjoying Cotton Candy.

Eric determined to hold onto his cupcake no matter what may come.

Family Photo on the Fourth

2010-07-24T21:08:00.002-04:00

I really like this photo of us on the salt and pepper bridge with the Boston skyline in the background. Wish you could see more of the babies then just their sunhats... But guess you can't have everything!

Outfits for the fourth

2010-07-21T09:34:00.003-04:00

For some reason, we ended up with multiple outfits for the the babies to wear on the Fourth of July. It turned out to be a good thing though, as these days we seem to go through clothes quickly! I didn't get a picture of all the changes, but here are a couple I did capture.

Cousins

2010-07-16T14:05:00.004-04:00

I think the best part of the fourth this year was getting to introduce the twins to their cousin Fionn. He was so great with them and I truly hope that this is just an amazing start to a wonderful relationship for them.

Two Years

2010-07-10T00:00:00.001-04:00

**Please forgive this break from photos while I share some thoughts and emotions about this date.**

Today my girls would have been turning two. There would have been presents and cake and balloons, and perhaps even a couple of tears as we contemplated how quickly they've grown and changed. Instead there is silence. So Eric & I created our own traditions to fill the void left by their passing. We have started a Memorial Walk, both to raise money for the charity First Candle and also to have a way to remember that before these twins Nate & Julia, there was another set, who are still very much loved and missed.

Yes, it is true that time heals (although that was the last thing I wanted to hear) but there are some cuts so deep that the scars will always remain. The loss of any loved one leaves holes in our lives and moments that are hard to bear. These remain a part of us for the rest of our lives. We wear no outward signs of this pain though, and so, from time to time, people will bump up against us and without meaning to, cause that pain and grief to resurface.

I find that it is the most innocent of questions that cause me the most hurt. Julia & Nate always cause a stir when out and about and I love to have people admire them. What I dread though are the questions that follow. "Are these your first?" "Do you have any other children?" These people have no way of knowing my history, of knowing about our girls. They are complete strangers pausing to admire and I will likely never see them again. I struggle with how to answer this. At first I felt it necessary to always mention our girls with a comment like "We also had twin girls that we lost due to prematurity." I felt if I didn't answer that way, I was denying our girls' existence. But does the cashier at CVS really need to hear this? Or is it better to just murmur a "Yes" and let it go at that. Does bringing it up and seeing the shock and hearing the platitudes make me feel better? Or just more alone and sad?

How much do I need to share with strangers? Really, it is the people that I love that count. The people who are important know me. They know my history, my joys and my pain. They know that just because I don't talk about it everyday, it doesn't mean that I don't remember. They know that while Nate & Julia are wonderful miracles whom I love dearly, they don't replace my girls. They know there is room in my heart for all four of my children. Perhaps one day if I get close to that cashier, she too will know all this. Until then, I think a wince and a mumble will do.

I hope to see some of you today as we walk the Charles. I know not everyone is able to join us, but if at some moment today you could find the time to pause and remember our girls, that they existed, that they are loved, it would mean so much.

Happy Second Birthday Rebecca and Maria.

Fireworks

2010-07-05T19:59:00.002-04:00

I do so love the Boston fireworks. The twins snoozed right through it, but we all had a great holiday. Lots of good food and a visit from Eric's family. More pictures of the visit coming soon!

Sleep

2010-06-16T15:24:00.003-04:00

Catching up on much needed zzz... Nothing is better than a baby snuggled up to put you to sleep. Julia gives the best naps!

*Photo credit to Eric

Wearing the Babies

2010-06-12T10:27:00.004-04:00

There are many options out there for baby wearing... And there are people who are crazy about which ones are the best. Did you know there are whole clubs devoted to the idea of baby wearing? Here are the ones we've used so far.

Baby sling, made by my mom

Bjorn, on loan from Eric's sister Kim

And my current favorite, the Ergo, gifted to me by godmother Erica

Clothing

2010-06-05T10:44:00.002-04:00

The other day I was trying to find acceptable clothing to wear out in public. (For some reason, Eric gets cranky when I try to leave the house in what he deems PJs... Although I maintain that yoga pants are totally normal to wear outside these days!) It was quite the struggle as I'm stuck in that weird middle ground, maternity clothes look odd and bunchy and regular clothes don't zip or snap. I feel so much more normal sized these days that it was quite the let down to realize that I still can't wear normal clothing. I got very annoyed until I remembered how I was only 6 weeks ago... I looked at this photo, and I felt much better.

36 weeks 6 days

(the day before delivery)

One Month

2010-05-31T06:45:00.005-04:00

Sometimes I'm able to get the shot... And sometimes I'm not... This would be an example of a time when I really really wanted to set something up and no one was willing to work with me! Photographing children is great for candids, but quite challenging for posed pictures. That being said though, I still find these photos of them quite adorable (however, I'm willing to admit that I may be a bit baised).

Julia takes a bath

2010-05-29T17:51:00.003-04:00

No I'm not posting totally naked photos of their first sponge baths at home (although we do have them to use to embarrass the kids when they reach high school) but these photos of Julia were just too cute not to share. (Nate was much less cooperative photographically.)

Sleep

2010-05-20T12:21:00.003-04:00

As warned of by other parents and all parenting books, sleep is definitely high on the list of things I miss from pre-baby days. Somehow I'm just not able to 'sleep when the baby sleeps' during the day, which is odd considering I'm the Champion Napper. Now though, I think that title can be passed on to Eric, who is able to pass out for brief moments of time and awake feeling refreshed. I'm more than a little envious.

Julia poses for me while Nate and Eric snooze in the fuzzy distance.

The Sad with the Good

2010-05-14T11:36:00.003-04:00

While Wednesday the 28th saw the fulfillment of dreams years in the making... The joy was tempered by sadness too. Annabelle has made many an appearance here on Drifty, and many of you knew her in real life as well. Three years ago we thought we were going to loose her to cancer within the month. She, however, beat all odds and we named her Survivor Kitty. The vet gave her weeks... She lived another 3 years. In those three years we experienced much hardship and she was there to help me learn to smile again and feel love. During the last months of pregnancy when I was huge and cranky and miserable, she was my constant companion, purring into my ear and letting me know everything was alright. To many people, cats are just pets, but to me, Annabelle was part of the family and as such will always have a place in my heart.

Out for a stroll

2010-05-12T11:00:00.002-04:00

Due to a happy windfall (the liquidation of Sparklets) we were able to justify spending an insane amount of money on a really really fancy stroller. I'm totally in love with this stroller, I have to say. I couldn't wait for the first nice day so we could take it for a spin! (Of course, due to the c-section, I was only able to walk once around the block...) It was perfect though. And me being who I am, it was a well photographed outing!

Before we start out...

On the actual walk...
Look at how narrow the stroller is!
It's one of the few side-by-sides that can fit through a doorway.

Feet cuteness!

One Week

2010-05-05T22:55:00.004-04:00

I have a whole laundry list of reasons as to why I've been so long without posting... From computer issues to time management to lack of inspiration. But really, the main reason is that I simply ran out of energy each day. See, for the last nine months I've been busy devoting all my energy to growing two healthy little humans. Finally, last Wednesday (April 28th), Eric & I were able to meet the two little ones and we both fell totally and completely head over heels in love.

While this isn't meant to be a baby blog, I'm sure that it will be fairly baby-centered for quite some time... They are my new inspiration and joy. I am in awe that they exist and doubly so that they are mine! And somewhere, I feel sure, their big sisters Rebecca & Maria, are out there, smiling with us and watching over Nathaniel James and Julia Marie.

Mood

2009-08-22T18:27:00.003-04:00

In honor of the return of Project Runway... Here's Mood! Last October, my friend Lauren & I (who are avid fans of the show) were in NYC and so we took a field trip to Mood. I've never been to a fabric store like this. It's quite overwhelming (in a good way). I just kept thinking that my mom would be in heaven (and wishing that Tim was there to help me make choices!)

Lauren & I walked by at least 6 times before we figured out to look up.

Oh, the choices!! Hardly know where to look first.
I still have yet to actually do anything with the lovely chiffon that I bought.
How about you Lauren?

Cheese Gromit!

2009-08-07T16:27:00.003-04:00

Which can be found in your local grocery store... And is quite yummy, too!

One Year

2009-07-10T06:30:00.000-04:00

**Please forgive this break from photos while I share with you my thoughts and emotions about this date.**

One year. 365 days have passed since I gave birth to Rebecca and Maria. How differently I imagined this year passing. But somehow it has passed... And I have continued on, mechanically at first, but eventually able to live and smile with meaning again. This does not mean that I have forgotten or that my love has diminished, but I'm able to live again. I will never be the same girl, but I know now that I don't want to be. My experiences have always shaped me and this is no different. I might be slower to smile or laugh now, perhaps a little more sensitive and easy to bruise, but I'm also more compassionate and nurturing. I've experienced the wonder and joy of the first moment of seeing my children and the boundless love that accompanies it. I wouldn't give that up for anything.

Today, on their first birthday, I'd like to share the moment I first KNEW about our girls. As many of you know, we had a difficult time and looked to ART (Assisted Reproductive Technology) to help. Because of this, we were given some amazing insights and extras that wouldn't have occurred with a natural conception. (Such as a picture of them as 8 cell embryos at 3 days old! IVF is truly amazing.) But my favorite memory was our first ultrasound at 7 weeks. Eric was there, holding my hand. We knew we were finally pregnant from the high hcg levels, and we nervous to see the flicker of a heartbeat. The tech started with a traditional ultrasound on the belly and I held my breath as the screen started to show my insides. Then, there it was... TWO little sacks.. but only one faint flicker. Up until that point I had been worried about our chances of multiples, but that was the first moment I realized that I very badly wanted them both to implant. The tech decided for an internal ultrasound and I remember my hands shaking so badly I could hardly change my clothes. Then finally, there on the screen, our two little blobs, this time with two matching fluttering flickering heartbeats. I was unable to see anymore as tears started to obscure my vision. I do remember hearing Eric's breathing change and feeling the pressure of his hand increase. I knew he was feeling the same thing I was. I was in love with them even then...and it only grew stronger as each day passed. My beautiful miracle babies.

I believe that you are never truly gone so long as someone still remembers you. The memories I carry are strong, and the tattoos Eric & I wear proudly declare our love for the world to see. If, at some moment today, you could find the time to pause and remember our girls with us, that they existed, that they are loved, it would mean so much.

Happy First Birthday Rebecca and Maria.

Garrett & Sarah are Married!

2009-06-27T09:33:00.003-04:00

Now that school is out for the summer, I finally have the time to get my photos off my camera! As promised, first ones up are of my buddy Garrett (who plays all cynical and tough, but is really just a big gooey romantic underneath it all) who finally found the right one in Sarah. It was a fabulous wedding and I'm sure the start to a long and equally fabulous life together.

Congratulations to Garrett & Sarah!!

Walking down the isle as husband & wife!

Eric & I pose for a photo while the wedding party takes their pictures too.

Very sweet moment on the dance floor.

Cutting the cake.

DPT Comedy

2009-06-14T21:13:00.006-04:00

Somehow I've managed to go from someone who hasn't exercised regularly in... well, let's be honest... ever to someone with two gym memberships! I'm not sure how it happened, but I'm hoping to see the results this summer. More time at the gym does of course equal less time to do other things, and that, combined with the end of the year, means fewer posts. I have some great photos from Garrett & Sarah's fabulous wedding, but they are still sitting on my camera. Next post! Promise!

For this post, I have for you some nice Beachy-style comedy. As a family, we tend to love to ham it up, especially for the cameras. It's nice to know that Eric fits in so well with my side!

Eric suffers through manipulation.

Christina always knows the answer.

**Photo credit given to my talented Aunt Maureen!

Graduation

2009-05-31T14:32:00.003-04:00

Often I find myself in the situation where the pictures have built up such a backlog that I just skip over certain events in order to make way for the most current. However, with such an important occasion as this, I simply cannot do that. So bear with me as I take you through the weekend when my sister became Dr Beachy.

The big ceremony at the football field, where you can see Oprah on the big screen.

The smaller ceremony for just the Physical Therapy department where Christina was handed her actual diploma.

The whole crew of proud family members pose with the happy graduate.

Puddles

2009-05-07T22:06:00.002-04:00

It has been quite the rainy week. Thought I'd show some photos of Fionn stomping around through puddles in honor of that. (Plus they are cute.)

Merrily splashing away.

Rescued by Kevin.

Fished out by Eric.

Still splashing happily... and watched closely.

Children's Museum

2009-04-22T10:08:00.004-04:00

Has it really been since Valentine's Day since I last posted?? Sorry about that... March is just the worst month. But spring is in the air now and I'm flush with photos from my nephew's latest visit. I had to laugh as Rachel posted this photo of Zach in the bobcat which I think was taken the day after I took this of Fionn at the Children's Museum!

Fionn loves construction vehicles. It was quite the endeavor to pry him out of the Bobcat at closing time. Yes, Rachel, I think it is a boy thing.

Fionn and Kevin enjoy the golf ball room, which I admit freaked me out a bit. I hate small objects whizzing by my head at high speed. Oh, and yes, that is a helmet (and kneepads) you've been seeing... No, Kim isn't overprotective, Fionn decided he wanted to wear it and you really just don't argue that with a 2 year old. I'll admit to wishing I had a helmet of my own in this room.

Uncle Merc teaches how levers work in the water room.

Fionn as a bubble-head.

Valentines

2009-02-14T17:43:00.002-05:00

I tell you, working with children is just the best thing ever. They constantly do things that surprise me and touch me.

Last week we were completing a project for valentine's day where the students write compliments for each other and I put them into a book. I'd been having a particularly cranky week and was busy throwing myself a pity party about how much life can suck, how nothing seems to be easy or go my way, blah, blah, blah... When I send the kids to go wash up for snack, a student (who I am constantly on to be more on task) comes up and hands me this:

For those of you not fluent in first grade, allow me to translate: "Mrs Jewart. Happy Valentine's Day. I hope you have a wonderful weekend. Anthony" Entirely on his own, he took an extra copy of the paper and came up with this note to hand me on the way out the door. My eyes were so teary that I couldn't see to tell him to stop running in the hall.

Living Room Transformed

2009-02-08T10:30:00.006-05:00

So I haven't posted construction pictures in awhile. Mostly because there has been no progress to show you! But this month, Eric & I decided to take back control of OUR house. We warned our GC that we were going to hire our own subs unless he got to work right now. He never responded, so we went ahead and hired new people and did some work ourselves too. The result is that our front room is livable again! There are the finishing touches to do still...curtains, pictures, some new pieces of furniture we'd like to add, but it is so pleasant to be welcomed home by a room that doesn't scream CONSTRUCTION ZONE! Enjoy the progression photos :) I tried to photograph from roughly the same location each time. I also searched for a good shot of the 'old' living room, but it was so small that there are no images to share of the room in entirety! The closest I came was this group shot and this of it empty.

Wall to master bedroom & closets taken out. Ceiling removed.

Insulation in place and ceiling ready for blueboard.

Blueboard installed.

Plaster complete.

Base coat of paint. Some trim installed.

Trim complete, including crown molding. Lights installed. Floor patched.

Faux finish applied. Furniture arranged. Room is livable again!

The Slopes

2009-01-19T13:01:00.003-05:00

Decided to post these photos in honor of the crazy storms we keep having here in New England. I honestly can't believe the amount of snow on the ground. In fact, the pile next to our driveway is almost as tall as I am!!

We were lucky to have some great days boarding while in UT for xmas. Here are some shots from our trip to Brighton (which is usually boarder haven but where oddly, this day the ratio of boarders to skiers was closer to 50% instead). I don't mind sharing the mountain in the slightest though, so long as no one runs into me or over my board!

At the top of the mountain.

Eric being cool...

...while Erica poses for the camera.

Ringing in the New Year

2009-01-10T21:39:00.004-05:00

Welcome to 2009! May it not suck quite as much as the second half of 2008. I must say, the year started off well as we celebrated with good friends and a fair number of gin & tonics =) And really, at this point, is there anywhere to go but up?

Erica poses with drink and 2009 paraphernalia.

Mumford captures Eric & I 'being photogenic' according to Colleen.

I capture Erica & Colleen with the next round!

I wish the best for everyone in this new year! I hope dreams come true, wishes are fulfilled, and overall peace and joy fill your lives. May you always have good friends and plenty of drinks =)

Winter Wonderland

2008-12-22T09:13:00.002-05:00

This weekend it snowed...and snowed...and just kept on snowing. It was pretty impressive. School was let out early on Friday and canceled this Monday! Which seems like a good deal, but it leaves me wondering how on earth am I going to complete all my holiday projects?

During the storm.

This morning.

Looking down our street.

Fun with Fionn

2008-12-12T21:46:00.002-05:00

Am I ever looking forward to the upcoming break! My kiddos are crazier than ever with the impending holidays. This is the time of year when it doesn't matter what you say, all they hear is "Santa Santa Santa..." One more week, and then we are into my favorite time of the school year. I love when everyone comes back refreshed and ready to learn.

As promised, I've finally sorted my DC Thanksgiving images. Here are the highlights of playing with my 19 month old nephew!

Eric & Fionn play with the bike.
(Actually we all took turns as it ended up being quite a workout for the grownup!)

Fionn helps Eric 'build' as Kim eggs him on.

The traditional sister pig-pile, while I help Fionn drink from a big people glass.

Thanksgiving

2008-12-02T16:54:00.003-05:00

Eric and I spent a very pleasant Thanksgiving in the DC area. It was a coming together of both our families, as my sisters joined us at Eric's mom's & sister's homes! Everyone got along well and much fun was had by all. I am thankful that I have such wonderful family :)

As I find the time to process the 200 shots taken this weekend, enjoy this one of Erica & Fionn (with assistance from Kevin) pulling for the wishbone! Fionn won...beginner's luck!

Zoo

2008-11-05T16:15:00.002-05:00

Today we went to the Franklin Park Zoo for our annual first grade field trip. We had surprisingly warm weather and no rain! I think everyone had a great time. I'm too tired to look through the photos I took today, so I thought I'd share the pics from the NYC zoo instead. Then, I'm taking a nap!

Trying to communicate with the goat.
He was very busy ignoring me...
But what zoo outing would be complete without a goat picture?

More sights from NY

2008-10-26T09:14:00.006-04:00

It was fun to be a tourist in NYC again. I feel like I haven't been able to do that since college, going into The City with Liz and having her show us the sights... Or visiting Dione at Thanksgiving and watching the tree light up... All good times =)

Curtain of Hairspray.

Ice skaters at Rockefeller Center at night.

A street fair.

Columbus visits the Big Apple

2008-10-20T17:49:00.003-04:00

The annual Columbus Day gathering brought us to New York this year. We had the most perfect weather! Which is good because we walked and walked and walked... But it was definitely a good time. As an added bonus, my sister Christina decided to join us this year! Very fun!

The whole gang.
Rob, Eric, Matt, Christina, Lauren, Me, Meg, and Matty.

Christina & I pose at the Statue of Liberty.

Matty demonstrates how Duke raises the roof.

Very tired group of tourists.

Tribute to Grandpa

2008-10-05T17:08:00.004-04:00

My grandpa, who passed away this weekend, was the epitome of grandpas. He was warm and loving, never short on hugs or kisses and his whole face would light up when any of his grandkids walked into the room. He was always so proud of us, boring the neighbors and random folk in the grocery store to tears (I'm sure) talking endlessly about our accomplishments and triumphs--no matter how large or small. He was funny, jolly, and good-natured, easy to talk to and wonderful to listen to as well. He was all that, and so much more--intelligent, gentle, athletic, handsome...I could go on and on.

I never doubted that he loved me with his whole heart, and I hope he knows how much I love him too.

Ceiling

2008-09-15T20:53:00.002-04:00

I'm pretty sure that I like having the slanty part painted... It's subtle, but I think it makes the room feel warm and cozy. The paint got a stamp of approval from Erica, Annika, and Cate, so I think it was the right decision. What do you think?

White

Vanilla Latte

More Colors

2008-09-14T19:09:00.004-04:00

As promised... More pictures of the new wall colors! Although, it's ridiculously hard to get a photo to show the true beauty of the paint colors. Also, notice that in these pictures we now have trim and doors. Woohoo!

Upstairs guest room. An awesome purple (here is looks more gray), but Deirdre described it perfectly as a periwinkle and Annika said it looks like a Monet painting. I love my friends!

The combination of brown and sage in our master suite was taken from our new Calvin Klein bedspread. We debated and debated about the tray ceiling and just today decided to add another color to the slanty part. It was too dark to photograph tonight, but I'll try to get it up here this week because I would love to hear other opinions!

Painting Process

2008-09-13T13:45:00.004-04:00

Last weekend we painted for roughly 37 hours. It was tiring, but looking back, I think it was fun too! (Of course I'm a big dork who loves to paint...Erica says it has something to do with my love of instant gratification...)

So, we learned a couple of things this weekend:
1) Not all ceiling paints are created equal (or the same color)
2) Better brushes DO make a difference
3) Do not let me handle a roller unless you want it back lumpy
4) Taping the ceiling is not necessary if you have a steady hand
5) Always, always find a helpful friend who is willing to be paid in beer and pizza!!

Eric painting the guest bathroom upstairs.
The blue is a little darker than I had imagined, but I think it will be lovely with the right accessories.

The faithful friend Erica who even came back on Sunday to help finish up!
She's painting the spare room the same color as we painted the hall and stairs.

And me... The photographer is never in the photos!
I'm painting (edging) the master bath a gorgeous sage.

More photos of wall colors to come...

Staples Loves Teachers

2008-09-01T12:00:00.002-04:00

It's that time of the year... Back to School! The pencils are sharpened, the folders are labeled, the books are straightened... Everyone is experiencing butterflies before setting out to spend 180 days with each other. (Or maybe that's just me...)

I routinely spend big bucks at Staples stocking up during their wonderful summer sales. This past week though, I felt like I hit the jackpot. The open bag below is stuffed with eraser caps and handheld pencil sharpeners (25 of each) that I got for FREE! Staples sure knows how to make a teacher's day!! They definitely made mine. Happy Back to School everyone, may your year be full of smiles, hugs, and joyful learning.

For FREE!!

Christina's visit

2008-08-26T08:42:00.002-04:00

Last week my sister Christina came for a visit. Being the great hostess I am...I promptly put her to work! Actually, the plan had been to sit on the couch and watch as much Olympic coverage as possible. However, due to a delay in getting into the new school, I was in desperate need of extra hands to help with setup. She cheerfully cleaned and organized and it was exactly what I needed! Thanks Christina, you rock!

The whole classroom in splendid disarray.

Christina sorted the books into such a cute circle.
Then she cleaned the bins and stacked them in a pyramid.

The finished classroom library area!
There is still a ton of setup left to do, but this was a huge task to be able to check off.

The Upstairs

2008-08-15T18:22:00.004-04:00

I had a difficult time figuring out how best to show off the new upstairs... Finally, I decided to stand in the middle of the house and take a 360 degree view. For those of you who've been here before, I've started you off in the front of the house on the driveway side. Also, you can see the stairs on the far side of the first picture. Hope you can visualize...if you can't, hope you'll be over to check it out sometime. =)

Front bedroom. Stairwell on right side.

Second front bedroom. Linen closet.

Office nook. (Sorry, wasn't paying attention when I was taking this picture and the auto-features based it's setting from the very bright window... There's only so much Photoshop can do to correct that!)

Master bedroom. (Please notice the lovely tray ceiling. I love it!)

The master bath and the other full bath we're adding upstairs.

The other bath and the hallway to the stairs.
Which completes the rotation and my tour!

Stairs

2008-08-13T09:40:00.003-04:00

I'll never forget how excited I was back in June, when one of the contractors heard me come home from school and stuck his head out the upstairs window to inform me that we had a stairway. I threw down my school bag and ran up those steps for my first glimpse at the second story. It was amazing.

The new steps. (Located on the driveway side of the house.)

A quick 'sneak peak' from the top of the stairs. Will post in more detail soon.

One month...and life carries on

2008-08-10T17:54:00.004-04:00

It is hard to believe that only a month has passed, it feels like I've aged a lifetime...and yet, I'm also amazed at how much has changed. It seemed like everything stopped for me on July 10th, but now I look around and see that life does carry on, whether you pay attention or not. Slowly I've started living my life again, figuring out my place and future in this new life. I feel a bit like a groundhog, peeping out and scurrying underground again at the sight of my own shadow. I take comfort (and gain strength) in something written by a friend from school, "Know that life continues on and you are stronger because you have experienced unconditional love."

Speaking of messages from friends, I'd like to take a moment to thank everyone. From food to kind words to the space given to grieve, nothing has gone unnoticed or unappreciated. I felt supported and loved, and that has helped me to realize that life isn't over. There are people out there who love me and so I can't just give up and sit in a dark room and cry for the rest of my life. So, thank you...two small words trying to contain my heartfelt appreciation for encircling me with love and support in my worst moments.

One of the biggest, most in my face, changes this past month has been the progress on our house. When I was finally able to pick up my camera again, I took a bunch of shots of this progress. My aim is to start sharing with the world again, and I think this is a good safe topic. Hopefully I don't bore you all too much...

The new exterior, all sided and complete with porch.

And a Waltham memorial...
Written above the window in what should have been their nursery:

Although you never came home to this nursery
We hope your spirits will reside here as well as in our hearts
Look after those who live here as we remember and love you always

Grief

2008-07-15T11:20:00.002-04:00

For Rebecca and Maria Jewart
Our beautiful girls who were delivered too early
Even though you lived only a few brief moments,
Our love for you could fill the ocean.
We left a part of ourselves behind with you in the Bahamas,
And we carry a part of you with us forever.

I grieve for you
You leave me
so hard to move on
Still loving whats gone
They say life carries on
Carries on and on and on and on
-Peter Gabriel

School's (been) out!

2008-07-06T06:47:00.003-04:00

Yes, school ended awhile ago.. However, we've had some connectivity issues which are just now cleared up. To celebrate the end of another year, I'm showing you photos of my brand-new classroom! Woo-hoo! I can't wait to move in and set everything up this August. This morning Eric & I are off to celebrate our 5th anniversary, so hopefully I'll have some fun pictures to share when we get home in a week!

My purple wall. (Feel a bit like Harold with his crayon!)

Some desks and the cabinet.

The Girls

2008-06-15T15:00:00.009-04:00

Normally when I'm speaking about "the girls" I mean my girlfriends (or, yes, Josh, sometimes I suppose I mean those too...) But now I have two new girls to think of!! Eric & I had our 18 week ultrasound this Friday and found out that we will be blessed with two little girls this fall! I cannot wait to meet them. I sure hope they have Eric's cute little curls (instead of my bald until 2 yr old head...) While Liam (see below) proves that bald can be beautiful, I'd just love to put little bows in their blond curls!

The pictures below are from a wonderful weekend spent in DC (early June-cherry blossoms were lovely!) with most of my original girls and the latest addition, Liam (Annika & Steve's handsome fellow) who was a bit overwhelmed by the noise and excitement, but later happily settled in for a group shot. He even tried to 'hi-five' baby boy Milliken (due in August)!

Oh my! Are you all looking at me?
(Annika holds Liam)

Yay! Girls-weekend rocks!
Myself, Deirdre, Cate, Annika, and a happy Liam.
(Oh, and, yes, I cut all my hair off again! 14 inches this time!!)

Empty Rooms

2008-05-25T14:16:00.003-04:00

Bear with me... I find myself a bit loquacious and introspective today...

Thank you all for the loving & supportive messages! It makes me rest a little easier knowing that I have so many folks to help me if I need them =) as we embark on the Great Twin Adventure. (That's how I've been thinking of it lately...all caps, like the title of a book or something!)

I have been enjoying this holiday weekend, even with the head-cold still lingering and Eric being away. It's always nice to have a chance to rest and recoup. Plus, I was able to have a wonderful afternoon catching up with friends (and their new little ones) while dinning on yummy bbq and many varieties of cheese (all pasteurized!! yay for brie).

However, as I woke this morning and wandered through the house, footfalls echoing through the empty rooms... I had a feeling of what can only be described as melancholy. As excited and thrilled as I am for all the changes (new house, new babies), I find myself a little sad too. Eric & I lived four happy years here in our little ranch house, with lots of great memories, and even though we aren't moving, it won't be the same house with the new upstairs. It certainly won't be the same once it is filled to the brim with toys & noise & babies too! I know this is going to be a great change, one we've fought hard to get, but just for right now, I have a nostalgic feeling for our newlywed years and the life we are leaving behind...

The empty front room.

Doubling

2008-05-21T15:55:00.002-04:00

Given that we are doubling the size of our house... We thought it only right to double the size of our family too! Can you believe it?? Twins!!! We are excited and overwhelmed and just about as happy as one can be! So, without further ado, it is with great pleasure that I'm posting the first (of what I'm sure will be many) pictures of the twins. (Or lefty and righty as we are affectionately calling them)

Progress (at last)

2008-05-17T09:07:00.003-04:00

Hi everyone! I'm back! Kept waiting to post until I had house news to share... First it was looking like March, then April... and well, now it's May. But, hey, I'm done complaining because work is finally happening. And quickly too =) Here are some photos to share the progress & excitement!

The front of the house with lumber, supplies & dumpster.

The roof is off! (And a shout-out to our awesome mailman Bob!)

What it looked like 'upstairs'.

Is that a second floor already??
We're no longer dwarfed by our neighbors!!

Holiday Party

2008-02-02T12:34:00.001-05:00

Recently Eric & I attended his fabulous holiday party. There's something so fun about dressing up in really dressy clothes and feeling pretty for the evening! I had the chance to wear this incredible dress that I picked up for a song at Filene's Basement's closing sale downtown. (Well, really my mom paid for it, not myself, but hey mom-- I actually did wear it out!) It was a great time and I had the chance to feel red carpet worthy for an evening.

Marching Along

2008-01-30T07:30:00.000-05:00

I know it's been awhile... Life's been busy! Here are some soliders my class painted to help me to wish everyone a belated Happy Holidays!

Eric in Egypt

2007-12-01T12:07:00.000-05:00

Melissa was kind enough to let me do a guest post about my recent trip to Egypt. Microsoft sent me over to interview some engineers for positions here in Boston. While I was there, I got to see some classic Egyptian sites, like this stepped pyramid at Giza. It's one of the earliest pyramids the Egyptians built. It's completely solid--there's a 30-meter shaft below it where the Pharoah's mummy was protected from heat and humidity by the pyramid above. The cobras in the foreground are a sign of protection, and they were redone recently--the originals are long gone.

My colleagues and I saw another classic Egyptian site, EHOP.

We had some great 'pancakes' there--more like pitas stuffed with savory or sweet fillings and topped with more good stuff. I had a pizza-style one, which had goat cheese and an unspecified 'meat' on top. I'm assuming it was beef. One of my colleagues had a banana-honey-powdered-sugar concoction too sweet to eat more than a few bites of. It was quite an experience.

-- Eric

A new pair of shoes

2007-11-28T19:07:00.001-05:00

Thanksgiving was pretty much shoe heaven for me! Out in Salt Lake, Christina picked out the cutest pair of Sketchers sandal/sneakers as my birthday present and Mom threw in an awesome pair of blue shoes just because she loves me! Once we got back home, that Sunday, Eric took me out to the Natick Collection ('mall' no longer describes what this place has become) and I got to pick out my 30th birthday present from him... a pair of designer shoes!! After trying on some very lovely shoes, I chose this absolutely gorgeous pair of Manolos, and honestly, the pictures don't do them justice. (I'd also like to add that it is incredibly difficult to take a picture of your own feet, esp in 4" heels!!) These shoes are sooo beautiful in person!!

A White Thanksgiving

2007-11-20T22:02:00.001-05:00

Almost a week off school, traveling to see my mom & sisters, and the first snowfall of the year... What a lot to smile about =) I hope your grins are firmly in place as well & that you are having a great Thanksgiving where ever you celebrate!

I can't help snapping a couple of shots of the falling snow.

However, I'm not the only one mesmerized by the first snow of the season.

No if, ands, or butts

2007-11-19T22:16:00.001-05:00

As Josh pointed out to me tonight, I've been shamefully neglecting Drifty. I'll try to do better! I just really haven't been taking pictures of anything worth posting, and I hate to bore folks. Plus, I wasn't really sure that anyone out there was still interested in my ramblings!

However with renewed vigor I'll try to post more often, and today, for your viewing enjoyment, I have a shot I took at the zoo on our amazing field trip last week. We had the most exceptional day and a good time was had by all.

Nephew

2007-11-17T12:02:00.001-05:00

I meant to post these right after Columbus Day in Oct when I took them, but somehow time just slipped away from me. I can't believe it is almost Thanksgiving. Eric comes back today and I'm mere hours from picking him up at the airport! So, anyway, here's a (very belated) shout-out to my little nephew for being 6 months old! Can't wait to see you again =)

Thinking of You

2007-11-13T18:58:00.001-05:00

If you have to have a significant other that travels...it sure is nice to have one that sends flowers! Aren't my roses lovely? Eric is the best!

Roses.

Playing with motion blur.

Matt & Kate

2007-11-11T09:00:00.001-05:00

Yesterday I attend my first wedding solo since I met Eric at Legler's wedding 8 years ago! I missed having someone to dance with, but managed to have a great time! Ceremony was lovely and the reception at the Sheraton in Harvard Square was gorgeous.

Congratulations Matt & Kate!
Enjoy Hawaii! Aloha!

The Kiss

Newly Married

End of the Evening
Tired but Still Smiling

Happy Halloween

2007-10-31T16:02:00.001-04:00

Halloween is the best! I love that the teachers at my school get dressed up every year! Jackie always has the best ideas. Our signs this year are compliments of her artistry... isn't she amazing? Hope everyone had as great a day as I did and you all have a spooky night ;)

Happy Halloween!

Signs, signs, everywhere there's signs.

A closer look at Sam the pea pod who joined our staff photo.

The pea pod with his family. He's just too adorable!!

Colors

2007-10-30T22:35:00.001-04:00

This October has been crazy with travel for us... But I couldn't let my favorite season go by without one picture of the colors! Here is a shot out of my classroom window early one morning. I feel blessed to live in a state that does fall in style. (And has a team that can sweep the World Series! Way to go SOX!)

Playing with Blocks

2007-10-21T10:30:00.001-04:00

While men may appear to grow up, Columbus weekend shows that they are all still little boys inside!

Eric builds an elaborate block tower.

Matty "helps".

Matt decides to join in the fun.

And the best part of building with blocks...demolition.

Columbus Gathering

2007-10-14T21:14:00.000-04:00

Wow... time keeps moving swiftly past. It's fall and I've taught over 25 days of school already! I have a fabulous class this year and life is pretty great. (Although still no word on a start date for construction...) The following are pics from the annual Columbus Day event. (Held this year in VA at Matt & Lauren's new and very lovely home.) Good times!

The whole gang: Eric, Me, Matty, Lauren, Matt, Rob.

Matty and I enjoying juice, a good book, and each other's company.
(Guest photographer credit: Eric)

Little Matty is too cute not to post!

Congratulations

2007-08-09T11:01:00.000-04:00

So it seems that 2007 is the year of congratulations... Every where I look I see positive changes for my friends and relatives. I've seen weddings, engagements, babies, babies-to-be, job changes, and just well-being. Hopefully this happy energy will roll our way and speed up the second-story process (as currently we have nothing but a headache to show!)

Here are some pictures of one of the best weddings I've had the pleasure to attend. Erin & Andy, not only are you an awesome couple, but you know how to throw a truly marvelous party! Best wishes & lots of love to you both =)

"Yay! We did it!"

Even the car was swanky!

Beautiful people. Beautiful day. Beautiful Port Jeff Country Club.

Very happy couple. Very yummy cake.

My latest project...

2007-07-18T16:37:00.001-04:00

It's not that I haven't been taking pictures, it's just that I've been busy these past few weeks starting up a project that Cate & I have been tossing around since the start of our classes in January. We decided to see if our little hobby could sustain itself and Sparklets Jewelry was born! Here is a sampling of some of my photos of our handmade necklaces (with a couple that have yet to be posted!) and if you like what you see...head on over to http://sparklets.etsy.com and pick up a piece for yourself or as a gift!

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Summertime

2007-06-28T15:11:00.001-04:00

School is out!! I was taking a couple of days to relax and recoup (mostly on the sofa rereading my Harry Potter books in anticipation for the next release) but think I've finally scraped together enough energy to post some photos for you ;) I have a huge backlog of things I haven't even had the time to download off the camera so hopefully I'll have enough material to post consistently for awhile. These are some images from our zip line adventure in Jamaica.

The empty equipment.

Eric swinging in the trees.

And myself (yes, I did manage to overcome my fear of heights, but it was less a leap of the platform and more a dragging of the toes in desperation to hold on!)

A shot of Eric & I in our gear still at the end of the course.

And another of us... just because I was proud of taking a decent self-portrait. Mine are normally terrible!

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Rainy Weekend

2007-06-09T15:35:00.001-04:00

The next person who makes a comment about school 'winding down' will have to duck as I start throwing anything in reach. Who knew that the end of the school year could be so insane? But, I did find the time this weekend to reach into the Jamaica photos and find these.

While there was the occasional rain shower...

...it was mostly spectacular weather!

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Last batch...

2007-05-24T18:25:00.001-04:00

This is the last of Fin's pictures... at least until next weekend when they visit!

Why is it babies always look so adorable asleep?

Snuggles with Uncle Eric.

The... aah, it is so great to pee... smile

Mother and son in deep contemplation of each other.

See ya, folks!

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Feet

2007-05-21T20:30:00.001-04:00

There is something irresistible about baby toes and fingers... I can't get enough of 'em!

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Nephew!

2007-05-20T22:43:00.001-04:00

I have at least a million shots of the latest addition to the Jewart clan. Get used to it Fionn Martin, we are a camera happy bunch! I will, however, for the sake of those of you not related, try to narrow down the selection I show here. It was wonderful to be able to spend time with the family (including Grandma!), and the weekend flew past in the blink of an eye. Now I'm just counting the days until they are up here to visit! (12, if you were wondering...)

Fionn Martin, man-baby.

The whole family poses together and all look fabulous!

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Cucumber

2007-05-18T07:20:00.000-04:00

Eric goofs around with a sea cucumber. They are some of the oddest creatures...

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Urchins

2007-05-12T08:37:00.000-04:00

For mother's day, I thought I'd post some pictures of urchins... Seems appropriate since I don't have any flower pictures handy! This year I've been surrounded by new moms and am so happy to be celebrating with one of them this weekend. Happy Mother's Day to you all... and especially to my mom!

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Fishes

2007-05-11T07:16:00.000-04:00

Most of the pictures of fish don't turn out. It is though they have esp and turn away right at the moment you click the shutter and so all your pictures are of tails. However, here, Eric snapped a beautiful shot of the blue fish while I'm fairly happy with the shot of the squirrelfish.

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Different sea life

2007-05-09T15:42:00.000-04:00

While the variety may not have been as incredible, we still saw some very cool animals underwater. (Oh, and thank you very much for the well wishes for the cat. She is doing very well!)

Sea snake.

Eric holds a starfish.

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Conch, again

2007-05-05T23:32:00.000-04:00

I had a whole bunch of underwater photos ready to be posted, but then had to cope with the distressing news that Annabelle (our cat) has cancer. She had surgery on Friday and is back at home resting up and looking incredibly scary with her big scar. We're going to have to get her a big pink ribbon so that everyone knows she is a survivor! I'm just glad that she's recovering so well and has been less upset than myself about the whole ordeal.

I will now attempt to post the remaining underwater pictures for you... Perhaps you remember the picture of the baby conch from Belize? Well, here is the grown-up version in Jamaica.

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Photographer

2007-04-29T19:29:00.000-04:00

Many of you know my friend Erica, who has been an 'aspiring' photog for years now. Well, let me tell you folks, this weekend she proved she can drop the adjectives and be a Photographer (with a capital p even!) She turned her apartment into a gallery and opened her doors for Brookline's Open Studios. I was in awe of the final product (which my photos do not do justice). I've known that she's talented ever since we used to take classes together, but seeing everything pulled together and so polished and complete brought tears to my eyes. I'm so proud of all the work she has done and for following her dream. Congratulations babe, you are on your way!

Erica photographs the final images to send to her mom.

Photos and some of the yummy spread Erica provided for her reception Saturday night.

Photos in the background, beautiful flowers (sent by her mom) in the foreground.

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Soft coral

2007-04-25T15:55:00.000-04:00

And now for the soft coral photos! The last one was taken on a "wall" which is something I'd never experienced until Jamaica... It is this huge rock face covered with coral that you traverse up and down as well as across. I'm not sure how deep it went, but we were at 60 ft and I couldn't see the bottom. Was very cool but a bit earie too!

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Hard Coral

2007-04-23T17:37:00.000-04:00

The reef in Jamaica wasn't as amazing as in Belize, but there was still lots of cool stuff to be seen. (And, yes Zeth, it is your turn!! Eric & I are itching to get to the Blue Hole with you guys!) Here are some of the more interesting pictures of hard coral. The first two were taken by me and the last was photographed by Eric.

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Certified

2007-04-22T21:44:00.000-04:00

So Eric & I are back home after a wonderful time in Jamaica. It was a wonderful vacation, and we are both now certified open water divers! So happy to finally be able to check that off my list of things to do. Now it's finding the time and money to go again (and again and again...)

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Waiting..

2007-04-14T13:39:00.000-04:00

I find myself searching for glimpses of spring all the time now and agree with Rachel that the green must be right around the corner. Of course, I will miss its arrival as Eric & I are jetting off to Jamaica tomorrow. (A small price to pay, however, for what should be a fabulous and memorable vacation!) Enjoy what few signs I could find in my backyard, and hopefully I'll have some lovely new images to show off next week.

The pear tree buds are close to bursting open.

The last crocus bloom, soon to be devoured by whatever animal has eaten the others.

An excited Eric and less than thrilled Annabelle join in the search for spring.

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